Sunday, February 10, 2008
okays i know like ten thousand years ago since i last blogged... i noe i noe but i just didnt really know where to start you see... hmmmms....
anyhows, many things happened. not directly on me but indirectly i happened to know then...
two of my friends' loved one passed away... one's my dearest close friend's grandma whom she's like so dear & close with ( probably die of ageing or some illness? cant really remember) while the other one is my ex-colleague's dad ( died of cancer ) ...
awww... truthfully speaking, i attended wakes before... buddhist ones, christians ones, taoist ones... but i've never been put in the situation when ppl smsed me & so earnestly seek prayers from me...
was really touched by hui's sms... her grandma's a christian and she is not.. seeing how desperate a prayer she needs, how much she yearns for God's peace, im so touched...
louis' was like so traumatised by the fact that his dad passed away sooooo fast without any warning... i guess he must have been soooo soooo soooo sad then... i was really lost on how to console or even send a prayer to him... i felt so guilty... =(
i've never deal with smth like tt before... cos at this age, normally and i mean normally, at our age, it's our grandparents or aunties or uncles who passed awy.. not someone who is directly in ur family...therefore i didnt really noe how or wad im supposed to do... but deep within me, i prayed tt God will be there to comfort him...
& yes, im relieve how both of them bypass the whole thing & faced it so bravely.. really thankfully to God...
smth to lighten the post.. haas....
well well, its cny now... & no, i didnt go much place for visitation bcos chinese's culture is tt if you have one family member who passes awy less than 1 yr before cny, u arent allow to visit or to celebrate this new yr... & yes, my grandfather passed awy during last yr june... so this yr my ang bao is pathetically little... hao shi wang.. but still, it's not tt little laas... =)
so now, the happy times are over.. exams are coming so near me.. omgness... the worst thing is i haven start revising... lols... okays, i will work hard okays... cos this semester marks my end of year 2... endure! =)
not easy this semester.. with sooo much projects & assignments... im like racing with the time esp with the projects... but it's all over... so i really feel like shouting HURRAY HURRAY HURRAY!
but sadly, that's not the end but just the beginning... why? cos there's like so much thing nxt semester onwards which is my final yr in nyp.. fast ba... attachment ( 3 mths ) . final yr project ( 3 mths ) . study ( 3 mths )... thinking of it, i really doubt my ability to bypass it... really got to pray for wisdom... haas!
okays... so tts all for now... i will survive through.. not by myself of cos.. with God i noe i can! cos god promise me " when u do ur best, i will do the rest! "
cheerios! JIAYOU! =)
the simplicity of life.
11:35 PM
