the simplicity of life

2008-05-20T22:00:00.004+08:00

i've permanently shifted over to

www.awesomemood.wordpress.com

bye bye blogger! =)

2008-05-17T19:11:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for sunday to approach... really... cos i'm going to ____ !

YAYS! =)

2008-05-11T11:20:00.003+08:00

so gonna endure through for two more weeks before my fyp is down... a sense of satisfactory arises within me... and soon i will be out for attachment... its yet another 12 wks of attachment before i can go back to studying life which i tink is the nicest thing in life.. haas!

been long since i update my blog cos i find it pretty redundant to blog since im in sch for ten hrs everyday... hahs!

anyway, i have seriously nice fyp mates... oni 4 peeps ( including myself ) ... i think it was really a nice friendship build for this 10 wks... well well.... =)

i haven finish my proj! rahhs! but my supervisor told us we will finish it on time... me & the rest were seriously doubting the fact tt we will finish it on time.. hahas! but its ok laa.. we've been really good in our attendance... so im pretty sure we'll make it through together... yeaps! =)

been going for driving practices during wkends... awww.. everyday i wake up like 7am can.. tiring but sobs, i wanna get my liscience soon so tt i can drive drive to anywhere i wan.. YAYS! =) okays laa.. tts all for now... will be back real soon i hope.. hees...

2008-04-26T19:56:00.004+08:00

last night i was sooooooo angry and peeved off with ___! really really so angry with her... she's not my parents but she communicate to me via sms & phone as though she's one... zzzzzz...

seriously i, elaine ng, wun give anyone the rights to step on my head and shit jus bcos they think they are up to it jus bcos they are older than me... go get a life if u're one of these people... yes, last time mabbe i allow cos i didnt dare to voice out... but not now anymore...

if u come harass me i will retaliate back by scolding you to the maximum... & i assure u when i scold u u will regret it... or example if u attempt to throw a chair at me bcos u're angry with me for being rude, come! i will throw one table instead at you before u could do it to me... of cos unless u're my parents then u have the rights to do tt to me.. but hey, even if u're my parents tt dun give u the right to abuse me... zzzzzz...

got it?

if no, come try me... or mabbe you can try asking ___ on how was my responds to her last night if u happen to noe who i am talking about.. i bet she was shocked and disgusted... im not proud to be so mean but i will no longer tolerate ppl who take my quietness for granted... cos im a human too!

ps: i seldom put labels for my post. but here's one for today!

2008-04-26T12:02:00.002+08:00

helos im back once again! de last time i blog was like 3 wks ago if im not wrong... hees... anyway, first presentation was over... like yayness! pretty smooth except all of us were shot dead with laser guns with loads of questions.. hahas.. but my supervisor told us overall it was a gd comment... one final presentation in 4 wks time and i will say bye bye to fyp.. cheers! =)

been good recently.. esp in sch... i get to see all my yr 1 , 2 classmates whom i miss very much... i guess it's pretty normal cos we're seeing each other for 2 yrs straight everyday ( except hols ) .. the bond is oredi there... hehes.. =)

fyp mates are great peeps too... my class has oni 4 peeps and i enjoyed being in this class too... thank God for this class.. really... cos it's small and easy to noe each other better in a shorter time period... yeahs.. n now we're like pretty close... again, another new bond made.. =)

soon i will go for my attachment... hehes... pretty excited yet not looking forward to it. hahas.. i noe i sound so oxymoron.. bleahs!

okays... so tts all for now... i guess it's pointless to blog every day cos my schedule is the same everyday... 8.30 - 6 i be in sch... afterwhich i will go hme n bath den rest before i slp... den a new day begin.. hahas... but it's gd tt in sch there're laughters every now n then cos as mentioned, there're oredi a bond made thus we're communicating every min... hahas..

alright... i better get going now... till i update again, take cares peeps! =)

2008-04-12T09:59:00.002+08:00

okays im back once again for good... hahas! =)

hmmms... fyp's finally 6 weeks down! left with 6 mre weeks! yayness! =) it was, as mentioned, not easy in fyp... really tough... =( to the extent tt my genius classmates ( as in yr 1 & 2 scorers of my class ) dun even noe how to do the progaming editing.. so poor me was stuck for the whole of 6 wks!!! rahhhs!!

but i remember God's promises saying tt it will be over soon... n everything will not jus be good but very good... =)

despite tt, when i really cant do my things, i forgot God's promises.. =( thankfully my beloved paypaypay nv fails to remind me... hehes! so thankful! =)

presentation's coming up nxt wk... zzzzzz.. but i tink im pretty prepared cos my supervisor had taught me how to present my stuffs which im pretty good at remember word by word of wad he had mentioned.. hahahas... so i jus copy paste his word frm my mind to my mouth and i tink it will do good... hehes!

okays... tts all for now... jus wish to say tt thankfully paypaypay is owaes here to remind me of God's goodness and i thank God for being so ever good to me... yays!

ohh ohh, my pri sch tcher smsed me on tues which surprises me.. she misses me.. haha!

alright ... tts all.. bye for now... till i come back again.. =)

2008-03-21T10:00:00.007+08:00

" when u sin against God, God is nt gonna hear ur prayer! "

you shouted to me this sentence without thinking of the consequences 9 mths ago...

and then ur dear shouted " dun try to change wad the bible says! " when i tried to say " God will still be ever faithful! "

noe wad? both ur words kept me shut against christianity for nearly 3 mths or mre.. i guess tt's when my life's in complete saddness.. i suddenly lost the path towards heaven.. i suddenly not noe wad to do when i met with problems in life... yes, jus bcos u so kindly assure me tt God is gonna turn awy his face from me...

i thank God for his faithfulness despite me shutting myself off for 3 mths or so.. God had never given up on my life despite me turning my face off him... of cos, im still a goody good christian in school... how u define good? no drinking, no smoking, no gambling, no vulgars, no cheating, being oh-so-ever-good, kind, not calculative, sharing gospel, sharing testimony.. wad mre wad mre?

one day my fren asked " hey, u still go church now? " i replied " no "... he mocked " hahaha! why? dun believe in ur god anymore? "

i was torn between two... i didnt noe wad to say... cos, its like im completely shut against christianity bcos i tot God wouldnt wan to hear my prayers ever again cos i sin against him... but yet on the other hand, i used to tell my frens how strong willed i am despite my family not being christians...

i din have much time to tink.. and so i responded " despite everyting, my love for Jesus never will change. he's still the ever faithful God. " tts the day when my life changes completely yet again...

& den, there was this semester exam tt i had to study for my microprocessor module which sadly i failed badly during common test... i failed one of my labtest too! and so, during semester exams, i studied like nobody's business... i thank God for frens like derwin & junqing... they guide me and my frens through and yes, in the end i passed!

some of my closer frens jokingly said to us during one of the nite classes " haiya... nxt semester no mre elaine in class.. mus cherish tonite's last lesson tgt... " cos i keep telling them im so afraid i will fail this module and then to retake it alone... it will be oh-so-sad...

results for tt semester was finally out the next day and my frens were asking me if im scared.. i turned to them " no! im sure God will lead me through! " & yes! i passed all my subjects during my yr 2 sem 1...

coming up is yr 2 sem 2... its like tt, during exams, after u do ur papers, u noe roughly which module u will pass better, which module u might jus pass and which one u might fail... saying tt, i seriously am so scared i might jus failed my marketing module and troubleshooting module...

18th mar was a super long day for all ecc students... i had fyp thus im in sch whole day.. everyone was saying " hope i dun receive calls frm admin office" bcos if u do, it means u've failed ur module... i too was worried... but God reminded me time and again " i'll see u through ur poly as long as u do ur best i will do the rest! "

and so, results were out! i passed all! was really happy tt i passed my marketing... there's a different when God is in ur life and when God is nobody in ur life... i had a fren whose results were always better than me, he didnt make it through this semester bcos he failed his marketing... and so, he cant graduate with us at the same time... i nearly cried when he spoke to me with his eyes all redden.. i tell u, its very sad when u fail and got to repeat modules... therefore i understand how he feels... tts when i appreciate the goodness of God even mre! cos i noe without him, i wouldnt make it through either...

God is good isnt it? tell me yes plssss...

fyp proj was amazingly difficult and alien! i remember my supervisor told me " we cant get 400Hz and now u're assign to do this proj for ur fyp"... i looked at him and smiled as i say " huh? u all cant get, i can get meh? " of cos in a polite tone... den i hear a voice saying very clearly to me " you can bcos u have Jesus! " i nearly dropped dead... God's reaction is nv too slow...

last testimony...

last fri, when i was slping, i tot of my driving yet again... i was really tired then... but i keep wanting to book my driving practice slots.. i jus off my com and den to get up again is like so troublesome even though my com's like less than three steps awy frm me.. im lazy lahs.. hehe... God spoke to me again " go n slp... tmr morning the first ting u do is to book ur slots... " it is not like u literally hear God's voice but u noe tt feeling comes frm Jesus...

so okay loh... since Jesus say go slp i listen.. i had a good goody slp tt nite.. morning was here, again i was worry tt i might not have slot so i went to on my computer the first ting i woke up... a song came to me " god will make a way where there seems to be no way, he works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me.. "

i clicked onto the website and to my amaze i saw sooooooooo many slots on sats and suns! its de first time ever i see so many slots on sats and suns for me to choose like nobody's business! i so wanna cry cos God is really soooo good to me... so yes, now i booked all my training slots le... most probably i can take my test this yr.. yays!

see how good Jesus is? i dun make up stories to ask u to believe in Jesus... but one things tt will never ever change my thinking ever again is tt God is ever faithful and His love towards us endures forever...

there are times when i feel like singing praises to Him, yes, like in the past when i get to serve Him... even though now i cant, he noes wads within my heart... tts all enough... as long as he sees the desire of my heart...

i owe u my life Jesus! i love you soooo... =)

to ST: i read ur blog entry on u're sick yet none of your church's youths care for u when all u need is jus a concern... i can understand how u feel... sad definately... but imagine when u're feeling so sick and all u need are jus prayers, yet a ps ( not the one closer to u ) suspecting you and telling ppl tt u're jus gaining sympathy from ppl & tt she even wans to come to my hse to check on you ( on why u didnt go church ) , will it jus be saddness tt surrounds u? i will never forget tt day... =) anyway, despite how much u dislike me, i still pray tt u'll get well soon... i've tt kind of sickness before when all i do is puke and my fever jus dun go down.. doctor even suspect i was having dengue... i was so afraid i might even die... i was tt sick last yr... and i noe how terrible it feels... so, get well soon..

2008-03-18T19:33:00.001+08:00

i promise to blog two more goodness of Jesus within this week okays... stay tune! =)

or rather, i should say its three more goodness of Jesus...

2008-03-08T11:45:00.002+08:00

despite being so lazy to blog these few days or you may even say its a whole long period ( hahas ), i still need to blog about this entry... cos i seriously think i need to post it up.. it doesnt matter how many ppl will see it, even if it's only one person reading it i still must post it... bcos my God is too good to me... yeahs! =)

it's okays to let ppl noe about my recent life... it's not good... really not good... recently many things happened... i quarrelled with my mum or mabbe she thinks im in the wrong... the story goes like this...

i'm currently learning driving in bbdc since last yr.. she actually expects me to finish the whole thing within a year.. i noe tt it's not wrong of her to set tt target for me bcos it is possible to finish it within a year ( NOTE : provided if im not schooling! )... but the fact is that i am schooling every single day... mon 9-6, tues 10-9.30, wed 9-6, thurs 9-6, fri 9-4... and it happens tt bbdc lessons starts only at 8... i wouldnt be able to make it to sch then... & all of us noes tt its not easy to book slots bcos in this whole of singapore, not only me learning driving..

so, a letter came telling us tt my test date will be automatically cancelled bcos i didnt finish learning driving and the money will be refunded back... my mum, for dunno wad reason, keep claiming tt im irresponsible & tt i wan to give up driving... i was really angry then! bcos, u can do anything in the world to me jus not accuse me for the things i didnt do or the thoughts i didnt think about...

so i told her to come to my room and i let her see the internet booking system the reason why i didnt go is bcos slots are nt so easy to book as she thought... she feels tt im giving her excuses... yes, i go to the extent to beg ( note : beg ) her to come to my room to see for ample times until i really cant stand it and called my sister to tell her the whole thing.. she is good she understands my situation as she hears my out... its then tt my mum walked in to my room and ask me who am i talking to... & den she finally see the webpage and gave the most hurting comment which makes me so so so so peeved off...

she said in chinese " now u show me this oso no use... nov & dec slots are oredi over, how can i see them? "

zzzzzzzz!!!!

i seriously dunno what's in that mind of hers... if feb mar apri slots is oredi so full during first few days of feb, wouldnt it be the same tt every mth the slots are so hard to book bcos thousands of ppl are learning driving together? no, she jus got her reason for everything... & she never admits she is wrong... in fact, she told me " i dun think i accuse u wrongly... "

i was really sad... bcos the last thing i expect is the way she responded when she saw the webpage... not attempting to understand my plight yet drilling the hole even deeper within my heart.. when she left the room, i cried, i really cried to God... bcos i noe my God noes i didnt tried to give excuse.. my God noes my heart desire to learn driving... smth then caught sight of my eyes... " jesus loves you! " a heart shape stuff toy given by one of my sec sch fren with tt three words on it... you dunno how strongly was God's presence in the midst of the whole situation... & then a peaceful feeling compressed the sadness within me...

finally i decided to take my test during june which means during my hols i will learn all my drivings.. and i've oredi booked all of them..

& then it was holidays... no, things didnt jus stopped here... mre things are coming... =(

mon tues wed passed... thurs, while i was on my way out to meet my friend, a call came frm nyp... i was told tt im suppose to go to sch for my fyp ( final year project )... for my course, we're splitted into two paths ( P5, P6 ).. im frm the P5 group ( which means i supposedly shld be studying half yr first before doing my fyp & attachment for half yr ) ... but the sch happily chose some of us ( frm the p5 grp ) to join the p6 grp ( which means i got to do my fyp / attachment first ) ... so there's this board with names on it for us to noe if we're being chosen... and happy me see the board without my name and off i go holidays hoping to enjoy to the last bit... lols...

and so, this call came tt change my holidays totally upside down.. boos! to keep it short, i shall skip on wad the tcher say... so in conclusion, i didnt turn up bcos the board didnt reflect my name... and the fact is tt the management of the school actually ( omgness! ) forgets to type my name out... so ya, being a good student i went back to school on tt day itself... it's a everyday 8-6 kind of thing... so much things got to change in my life suddenly.. i cant meet my frens anymre, i cant learn my driving anymre... therefore i really dislike this plan! it's the weirdess feeling ever bcos im not frm this path so everyone arounds me is like some aliens... -.-''

a song came to me " zhu ni shi wo li liang, zhu ni shi wo gao tai, jian gu pan shi, wo xing kao ni, bi bu dong yao, zhi ni shi wo li liang, zhu ni shi bi nan suo, wo de pang wang zhi zai yu ni... " every time, when God uses song to speak to me, im so touched.. it's different... it makes me able to move on jus bcos i noe God is always in front of me even before i start the battle... so i went to sch the first day and was like tired laas.. cos previous nite i slept oni at 2 plus...

second day, i was early for sch... tts jus my habit.. so i think tt teacher's quite please with me oso.. hahas! he must have thought im some kind of student who loves to pon sch since i didnt turn up for 4 days until he called and realise tt it was actually the school's fault.. hahahas! anyway, he gave us the project & sad to say, everyone is doing different individual project.. again, i feel so funny cos i have no one to help me as i dunno anyone frm this path at all! & tt project is like so alien to me... v v hard... rahhs! however, no hesitation frm God.. immediately he used another song to speak to me " wo kao zhe na jia gei wo li liang de, fan shi dou neng zuo, huo feng lang huo di gu, zhu ping an zai wo xin, wo kao zhe na jia gei wo li liang de, fan shi dou neng zuo, xin zai zhu de zhi yi, wo fan shi dou neng zuo... "

the last sentence was especially zoomed in... " xin zai zhu de zhi yi, wo fan shi dou neng zuo " which means, believe in God's plan, i will be able to do everything... it literally makes me remember how i came to this nyp through God's will/plan... my admin number : xxxxxxJ... why J? bcos J for Jesus! not superstitious ok... but i jus thought it's all planned out to be J bcos everytime i write my admin number, God wans me to be reminded of how i was put in this school through Jesus....

so no, now i dun dread going to school... if i cant change the fact, i jus have to live with it and do my best... bcos it's only when i do my best tt God will do the rest... tts his promise to me...

11 mre wks of final year project before attachment... i will pull through! i noe in the midst there will be stressful moments esp when dateline is nearing... but i noe eventually everything will be not jus ok but very okays... =)

thank you Jesus!

2008-02-10T23:35:00.001+08:00

okays i know like ten thousand years ago since i last blogged... i noe i noe but i just didnt really know where to start you see... hmmmms....

anyhows, many things happened. not directly on me but indirectly i happened to know then...

two of my friends' loved one passed away... one's my dearest close friend's grandma whom she's like so dear & close with ( probably die of ageing or some illness? cant really remember) while the other one is my ex-colleague's dad ( died of cancer ) ...

awww... truthfully speaking, i attended wakes before... buddhist ones, christians ones, taoist ones... but i've never been put in the situation when ppl smsed me & so earnestly seek prayers from me...

was really touched by hui's sms... her grandma's a christian and she is not.. seeing how desperate a prayer she needs, how much she yearns for God's peace, im so touched...

louis' was like so traumatised by the fact that his dad passed away sooooo fast without any warning... i guess he must have been soooo soooo soooo sad then... i was really lost on how to console or even send a prayer to him... i felt so guilty... =(

i've never deal with smth like tt before... cos at this age, normally and i mean normally, at our age, it's our grandparents or aunties or uncles who passed awy.. not someone who is directly in ur family...therefore i didnt really noe how or wad im supposed to do... but deep within me, i prayed tt God will be there to comfort him...

& yes, im relieve how both of them bypass the whole thing & faced it so bravely.. really thankfully to God...

smth to lighten the post.. haas....

well well, its cny now... & no, i didnt go much place for visitation bcos chinese's culture is tt if you have one family member who passes awy less than 1 yr before cny, u arent allow to visit or to celebrate this new yr... & yes, my grandfather passed awy during last yr june... so this yr my ang bao is pathetically little... hao shi wang.. but still, it's not tt little laas... =)

so now, the happy times are over.. exams are coming so near me.. omgness... the worst thing is i haven start revising... lols... okays, i will work hard okays... cos this semester marks my end of year 2... endure! =)

not easy this semester.. with sooo much projects & assignments... im like racing with the time esp with the projects... but it's all over... so i really feel like shouting HURRAY HURRAY HURRAY!

but sadly, that's not the end but just the beginning... why? cos there's like so much thing nxt semester onwards which is my final yr in nyp.. fast ba... attachment ( 3 mths ) . final yr project ( 3 mths ) . study ( 3 mths )... thinking of it, i really doubt my ability to bypass it... really got to pray for wisdom... haas!

okays... so tts all for now... i will survive through.. not by myself of cos.. with God i noe i can! cos god promise me " when u do ur best, i will do the rest! "

cheerios! JIAYOU! =)

2008-01-20T01:23:00.000+08:00

it's like teeawesome to be placed in NYP... thank god...

okays, there're some indians below my block talking so loudly when it's oredi 1.24am now... it kinda peeved me off cos i stayed at 7th storey & i can hear their voice so omgoodness-ly clear!

anyhows, soon i'm having my semester exams... yes, ask me why i keep having exams... hahas! i noe i noe... my exams are like owaes so near... lols... but still, as mentioned, it's teeawesome feeling to be placed in nyp!

yeahs! im happy, she's happy, he's happy, they're happy, we're happy.. cos we came from happyville! hahs! if only you played the same game as me u will understand... like duhs... (:

okays, i wanna go slp despite the loud noise from beneath... rahhs! nites.. =)

2008-01-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

hao shi wang~ we're gonna go separate ways so very soon... 0613 my bestest class ever in my whole life yet of now...

yafen - aerospace
derwin - wireless
huuphong - wireless
peijin - telematics
huihui - wireless
ming hui wireless
haini - embedded
king guan - telematics
teck keong - telematics
yong lin- embedded
steven - telematics
me - telematics
zhifan - wireless
weilun - aerospace
junqing - telematics
shaun - wireless
ziyi - embedded

2008-01-12T01:42:00.001+08:00

waa... 2nd dec till now... hmms, more than a mth since i last blogged... where have i ran to? no where... just plainly so lazy to blog.. cos, everyday i went to sch, rched hme oredi evening time le.. of cos, there're days when im duper happy... while other days are oso classified as " i thank God for today.." =)

god has been pretty good to me i must say.. i told you that nyp is god's will for me to enter.. i've got absolutely no doubt abt it.. if u ever remember in bible the 7 yrs of flood but before tt was the good times to save for the 7 yrs of flood ( did i get this right.. ) , i think im like tt too.. 1.5 yrs of ke lian-ness having to travel so far to sch, wake up so early jus bcos sch is so far & 1.5 yrs of having my friend to fetch me to sch everyday unless i dun wan him to cos im going out before going school... tell me, is this all so co-incident... NO WAY!

im thankful for this friend whose dad is so rich to buy him a car & then im thankful to God tt i stay just right beside expressway so my friend can conveniently fetch me to sch... co-incident? NO WAY!

nxt, we're to choose our specialisation 3rd yr.. & i chose telematics. im thankful tt i got into tt specialisation. yeahs!

im happy tt finally i have a room of my own.. no more bro's tuition in here anymore.. bcos, my hse has got a new room for my bro.. yeahs!

im happy tt my circuit project works! omgness! some poor souls still cant get it right though i think my soldering skills are so duper lousy but yet mine works!

last but not least, im happy tt when im lost, someone will be there to hear me out or even to help me... so so glad to have you you you & you in my life...

kays... its 2am.. im off to slp.. v tired... hee...

2007-12-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

random random random~~~ i am soo soo random~~

okays.. im jus trying to keep this blog alive.. =D

how's life people?! to all those who're curious, im good! =)

exams are yet again approaching... grrrrrr! but i will bypass it smoothly, i noe it for sure! cos God is still ever faithful isnt it? say yes lahs you who's reading this entry.. lols! =)

& to you who's owaes by me, thank you so much! you noe who you are...

school's been good good good!? like real.. ok laas.. hahas.. 0613's still very teeawesome! yeahs!

i've got so much to rant abt actually, but i jus dun feel like writing it down here... bcos this is jus so no privacy at all... eyes see, mouths speak & words got anyhow spread... human's heart is deciteful? then i say tt human's mouth are the most loads of rubbish... lols! who to trust in life except you & you & you & you & of cos me!

im getting happier today bcos i saw many SIA planes at east coast park today.. bcos i played with sand today... bcos i swim in the water today... lols! im jus crapping... if u wanna noe why, ask me, & i might consider telling you... =D

cheers! =)

2007-11-08T17:00:00.000+08:00

" when you think you'll find acceptance in _______ ( a place ) yet at the very end you realise you cant, how will you feel? "

i was being asked by this friend of mine two weeks ago...

i guess i'm much more simple when compared to previously with such complex mentality...

i remember reading an email saying " keep life in perspective, dun sweat the small stuffs "...

don't be upset with ppl who arent worth it, bcos at the very end of the day, you will be the one who is feeling the pain... not him or her or it... but yourself...

hehs! (:

2007-10-31T10:25:00.000+08:00

back to working days since two weeks ago... pretty tired... esp during last sat... mabbe i shld jus start posting on wad actually happened then...

i went to school on saturday morning for lessons.. afterwhich i headed down to my work place straight... rched there, i went for lunch with my senior since im supposed to start work at 3pm and its oni like 1.30... LOLS! while lunching, my senior told me " hey frm tmr onwards u go over to the other side cos alan say today got on new aunty coming... "

i wasnt too happi hearing that... bcos i so love being at my current place.. aniwae, somehow, we managed to call alan & he's such an atrocious manager who speaks without tinking... everyone got so pissed with him... hmmms... so i told God to realli grant me the strength...

i went back to my place & anna aunty & sarah aunty was like telling me not to be angry & they told me some other secret stuffs which i shant mention here.. hehe... i love them laas.. especially anna aunty!!! she's the bestest aunty i ever noe can!!! rahhs! =)

so finally i saw tt aunty at the place she shld report to... & guess what? she's a christian! omgness! i dun understand why alan owaes managed to hire christian workers... lols... so, it was a sat noon shift tingi & we had to work till 11...

all the aunties & my fellow friends noe tt i had to go over to the other side & no longer be with them... they feel sad for me.. aww! im so touched! went dinner with linda & she was like consoling me telling me " who noes tt aunty dun wanna work tmr bcos she cant even speak english & in this place u got to noe how to speak english " she's one nice adult whom i went for dinner twice oredi... we jus hit off well somehow... mabbe cos i owaes help her when she's sooo busy! hahhas.. =)

so after dinner, we went back & tt new aunty keep telling us tt her leg's so painful... seriously, if u never work sales line before, you better think twice... ask urself if u are willing to stand for 8 hrs straight.. if ur ans is mabbe, then tink twice... if ur ans is yes, this job suits u ..

im not proud of how i can stand 8 hrs/day... but bcos one fact is im oni 18 yrs old... im still young whether u like it anot... hahas.. i dun deny the first day of work, my leg was like soooooooo painful! i will never forget tt painful experience when u stand for 8 hrs & was so hoping tt there's seat in mrt for u to sit down when u can finally go hme... but to ur dismay, the mrt was full with people & u got to stand all the way back to ur hse... the second day wasnt any good either.. in fact it was worst.. haas.. but finally, i managed to get used to it... thank god!

ann was like telling me how much her legs hurts when the next day, that aunty came for jus 1.5 hrs & decided to resign... i was at the other side then... but when i came back frm lunch, she told me tt she really cant take the standing anymore.. lols.. so yeahs, she quitted...

& im back to my current side... so nice! linda noes abt tt & she was so happi to see me back! hehes!

i was seriously happy deep within my heart when i was at the other side.. bcos, colleagues frm my current side came one by one to see how am i doing over at the new side & they came over to chat with me awhile even though their very own counter is with some customers... i dunno, but all i saw was caring friends / colleagues i have... & it makes me mre happi when i finally can go back, i saw colleagues feeling so happi for me saying " yays! u can come back.. " yes, they might be adult, but they cherish our friendship or colleague-ship... lols..

my favourite aunty anna was on leave on sunday.. so she didnt noe abt this... i decided to sms her to tell her since she's so nice to me owaes... she called me last night when i rched hme frm sch... & we chatted on the phone awhile... aww... poor her... her brand's out & noe she'll be roaming everywhere on different days to work... i will miss her, really... she made my time in my work place the best time... we chat, we lunch, we rest, we take breaks, she treated me water ( LOLS ), i lunched with her daughter... we jus hit off very well... even though she's an adult & im like so many years younger than her...

she told me once " when two ppl can really talk soo much soo much with each other, it's fate tt brings both tgt... " gladyn's frm her brand too... & this busy girl i enjoyed talking to also.. cynthia my so call " sister " in my work place, she's nice & owaes in contact with me.. everyone who noes us calls us sisters.. haas...

louis the crazy person whom his senior, ann, says tt he's one " cannot-believe " guy, he's one kind of a friend who is truthful when it comes to work... he's suppose to bring me to his church laas! linda, ishak, zack are one team people whose sales really very extremely good! lols.. but i owaes help them out when they're sooo busy since they're jus beside me...

alice aunty is going back to malaysia... =( maggie aunty is the most funny aunty i ever seen... u shld see how she scold ppl... funny.. really funny! lols! nv fail to make us all laugh like mad.. haas.. & of cos my senior wendy, she's owaes full of things to share... working with her makes me feel no stress at all... yeahs! (:

did i like left out anione? songling? jalaine? ok.. i dunno both of them too well... bcos they're seldom here laas.. but they're nice too laaas... i believe they will make great friends too.. hahs! ohh ohh, & ardila.. the young mother...

when it comes to them, i've got so much to say... bcos all i could really feel is the friendship built.. ppl say when u step into society, beware cos u dunno when ppl will betray u... but this bunch of people is reaalli crazy people i've met.. they even planned outings out tgt... everyone then changed shift & then there will be so little ppl in the work place... LOLS! omgness laas! haas...

& yes, i didnt forget abt my dearest 0613... you guys are still the marvelous friends despite everything yeahs? =)

some friends come into ur life & stayed long before leaving.. some friends come into ur life & left... but noe what? someone ever told me " true friends doesnt leave you even if the rest does so.. " when he told me tt, i realise how right of him to say tt... bcos, those who're supposedly my " true friends ", left... im not sad at all... bcos circumstances dun rule me.. i was once affected... but no longer... bcos it's when i noe, i can never rely on them...

yeahs! it's yet again wednesday! it shows tt wkends' coming... & im gonna be soo tired again.. hahahahs! ok... i'm done with ranting.. bye bye!

i love you, you, you, you! You noe who you are... =)
( G, Y, R, S )

2007-10-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

wows, im really getting lazy & mre lazy to update my blog. hahas. =)

anyway, school's started like on monday. i was kinda anticipating for school to start. hahs! i guess if you noe my well enough, you will noe why. but i dun tink if i ever did mention to you, you will noe it. & i only mention to one person why im so looking forward to sch reopening. yes, it's bcos i miss my school bubble tea. great huhs? LOLS!

timetable's out since like 20th sept. tues' my night lesson day. aww! starting from 10 to 9.30 at night. same as last semester which was on fri instead. i thought " sianzzz. again night classes " but hey, i enjoyed this semester's night class. bcos tues' we've got three breaks in between in total which makes us less tired than last semester when we oni haf one break for the whole entire day... so yehs, thank god!

talking abt last semester, i really thank god for bringing me through it. unless you're in my class, only then u will understand how hard was it to bypass the fri's lessons, and when you rch hme, you jus drop dead like nobody's business. i remember how God gave me this song to strengthen me to go on & on every fri. im weak in microprocessor module which i failed like sooooooo ultra badly during common test. bcos the lesson is held at night & im so totally tired & somehow i jus cant get tings into my head. but still, God bring me through it. the most great ting is tt, i didnt jus got a borderline pass.. double happiness! really...

so many tings tt i can remember tt happened last semester. but i didnt give up bcos i noe i can do it if i put in the extra mile to work hard.. im happy how friends care to study tgt & help each other up.. i appreciate them... =)

anyway, this semester is gonna yet be tough but again i say, i believe God is still faithful. not jus this semester but for my whole yr in poly... noe what, my results isnt soooooo wonderful.. but i was among 15 peeps in my course to be chosen for this " ccna " course which is good for our future... im so glad i was in... bcos im working, i hesitated to take this extra module during sat & wed.... but somehow, i feel a strong feeling tt " hey, go try it.. if u do ur best i will do the rest... " tts when i remember, im not alone...

& tts when i have to change shift... i supposed work morning shift on every sat & sun.. which is frm 10 - 6pm... but now i have to work noon shift on sat & morning shift on sun.. which is frm 3pm tp 11pm on sat.. rahhhs!!

i promise u it is very tiring... bcos on sat morning i've got lessons to attend before going work... aniwae, im getting busier & busier each semester... lols... i dunno if i will continue working but well, surely yet of now i will... bcos through all these tough or rather busy life, i learnt realli meaningful lessons like the feeling of stepping into the society... if you tink it's easy, mabbe you shld tink again... cos it's not tt simple... i thought it was easy too... until i step my feet out to gif it a try... complicated i shld say, but teeawesome experience... =)

& yes yes! "mission trip" coming up nxt yr... i might be going with some nypians... cambodia... see how laas...

okies.. it's very late.. i mus get going to sleep if not i will be sleepy tmr.. haas... good nites readers... (:

2007-10-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

mabbe afterall, " fun " isnt the best word to describe learning driving... cos, it was mre than jus fun. ( as least to me )

my instructor was a young one... & so, on the first driving lesson, he took the wheels & we stopped inside bbdc circuit road for abt 10 mins... he taught me things like how to turn on the ignition, where is this & where is tt bla bla bla... afterwhich, he changed seat with me & allowed me to drive. lesson was roughly 1 hr 40 mins & i spent mre than 1 hr driving.

i realise i prefer turning rite than left, mabbe cos im sitting on the rite. or jus plainly bcos im a right hander thus im use to doing things on the rite side. but nonetheless, thankfully i didnt hit any kerb. wonder what will be up next this coming lesson on mon. im way looking forward!

wonder how it feels to be driving on the real road! haha! i got my pdl oredi on the oct 1st... so it means i can go on the road anytime as long as there's one instructor guiding me.

my fren jus took his driving test the other day & he didnt manage to pass.. aww! is it really so hard to pass? on a lighter note, im happi with my first day progress.. i mus continue to jia you!

okies.. nth much mre to say... sch's starting very soon! yups.. tts all for now... bye bye! =)

2007-10-04T23:00:00.001+08:00

yayness! tmr im going for my first driving practical.. im so excited if you don't know. hahas!

sherlene went for like ten times plus oredi! she's fast man! go girl! get ur liscience soon ok! all the best! & of cos ziwei too... ( though i dunno ziwei well. haas! )

okays... sch's starting so very soon! in jus a week plus mre time... how super lousy is my eng... but watever... i am used to using directly translated frm chinese's english.. got it? hees!

aww! i miss robinson like totally! saw gladyn this morning & im so happie! hees! we chatted for awhile before she went to dunno where... she's one nice colleague laas! =)

afterwhich i went out...

to sum it out, i had a great day!

& yes, i have a suddenly craving for..............

pepper lunch! =)

2007-10-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

it has been long since i last updated. why? bcos im busy... realli busy... ( as if ! ) =)

aniwae, two important tt i've fulfilled.... results were out on the 19th of september... omgness! i have a nervous breakdown on the 18th nite... alicia was like on the phone with me frm 11 plus till 12am... i swear i hadnt been on the phone for so long oredi... lols! anyway, with tt clicked, i saw my results.. both of us passed! & i realli thank God! phew!

to onion who prayed for me, thx you so much! u dunno how much i appreciate ur prayers... hehe! & of cos your assurance tt i will bypass this bcos you trust tt god is in control... thx thx! =) & to robinson peeps who had confident with me since the first day i went to work, those in robinson who keep telling me " u sure can do it... " , thx you so much too! hees! to alician who was on the phone telling me i can do it, thx u so much too...

nxt up was my driving ting... i passed my final theory ytd.. it happened tt ytd was children's day... & so i told God, " pls grant me a gift during children's day... ( cos im his children ) i jus wan to pass my final theory so i can start learning to drive.. "

& yes, i made it through... onion, again, you have confident in me.. thx u much much! to peeps in 0613, i passed my final theory!! hehes! ohh.. did i mention tt alot of ppl in my class takes driving? hehes!

so im happie! yeahs! tts all for the time being... im still living laas.. hahas! (:

2007-09-13T17:42:00.001+08:00

went driving center today & yayness! i passed my evaluation for final theory! im so happie laas! =) gonna take my final theory test soon nxt mth! (: hope i pass! hees!

ytd i went to work again... morning shift was pathetically sian.. haas! no customers at all! noon time i got all my goodie friends to chat with me... im going zoo soon i think with my friends!! =)

supposedly meeting zann ytd after my work but last min she had to work ot because her colleague was on mc then.. so i went home after work... was pretty tired though i was like quite free during work.. hees! lifang came down to find us despite she having to go school ytd... =)

okays... 19th sept results coming out.. aww! im scared... but i remember God says " when you do your best, i will do the rest... "

god, i've done my best!!! hehehes! =)

hmmms... it's gonna 6 soon... jonathan is coming back so very soon... yays! =)

ohh ya, i haven been seeing franky at work place recently... im so happy! hahahs!

2007-09-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

woahs! like so long since i last blogged... hmmms.. i promised i will be back.. so here i am... =)

recently im very busy... realli so busy day & night... lols! no laas.. oso not realli.. but night time i was realli busy mapling... like omgness! it's so addictive... peeps whu play maple will agree with me.. hahas!

so anyway, i had been working these few days.. ok.. i mean wednesdayssss, saturdayssss & sundayssss... i went to driving centre too during other daysssss... lols! so im busy! haas!

i've nv introduce my work place colleagues... so lemme name some here.. as far as i've been working for abt hmmms, 1 mth plus which is like oni afew days due to exams previously, i got to noe lots of new friends! ahhs! they're my colleagues.. hees!

not in order... the list goes... shall start with younger peeps laas.. lols.. gladyn wong ( tp! ) , cynthia ( tp! ) , li fang ( ite! ) louis leow ( tp! ) , sophia ting ( rp! ) , song ling ( ite! ) , a guy which i forgot his name ( sp! ) , james ( tp! ), aaron ( philippino! ) , dominique ( graduated frm poly! ), one ah lian look girl which i forget her name too ( dunno which school! )... lols!

den comes the adult... anna aunty (crocodile aunty! ), alice aunty ( balmain aunty! ) , ann aunty ( renoma aunty ) , wendy ( my montagut senior!!! ) , linda ( alan delon sister!), ishak ( thomas smith brother! ) , zach ( feraud brother! ) , maggie ( laruche aunty! ), frankie ( the big manager! ) , siti ( staff ) , nadia ( the pretty sales manager! ) , lucy ( the cutie small aunty! ) , nancy ( montagut casual aunty! ) , adila ( the pregnant mother! ), another staff which i forgot his name, peter ( the shoe uncle! ) , two more temporary promoters which i forgot their names.. lols! actually still got alot mre but i jus cannot remember their names laas.. lols!

woahs! so my memory isnt tt bad ehhs! lols! fun! realli fun working with this bunch of crazy people.. =)

it has been quite awhile since i last seen my sales manager though... im getting use to working there oredi... hehes! (: & so, i got my first pay today for last mth! whees! happie happie! lols!

peeps there call me " xiao hua " ( small flower ), " xiao mei " ( small girl ) , " montagut girl " ( ahh! so i call them names like crocodile aunty, balmain aunty etc. lols! ) & one more all-time-aunties-favourite-name - eileen... lols! i am elaine okays! rahhhs! haha...

=)

2007-09-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

sorrie but im very busy with maple! omgness! hehehes! (:

2007-09-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

i went east coast with my cousins today...

rched there, it rained like ultra huge! rahhs! =( so we went to mac to take a seat first... who noes, the rain then stopped... it's like arghhs! lols!

we wanted to go bedok jetty there to see ppl fish... but in the end din make it there bcos, ppl who dunno how to blade choose to blade... one of them is my sister.. hahas! omgness! i forget who came up with this idea & it made me remember the last time when i stepped into east coast beach with ______ then.. we oso cycled tt day & we did arrive at bedok jetty... way fun!

when i rched hme, im so busy with maple then.. hehe! & now im sleepy.. so good nites.. (:

2007-09-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

i told onion that i'll be sleeping at 10 plus but in the end, it's oredi 12 plus & im still awake... hehes... sorrie but im so engrossed in maple.. lols... till then... nites.. (:

2007-08-31T18:18:00.001+08:00

yesterday, there's one woman from my previous church who knows exactly what happened, smsed me saying " miss u a lot ... bla blaa blaaa "

when i see tt sms, im so touched laas... cos she's like such a quiet woman when i know her... she seldom talk much to every single soul bcos i told you she's not those noisy type of ppl... but she actually sms me tt..

little sms from her... but i noe it cums from her heart out... rather than big big thing you do yet i noe you did it with some purposes behind.. there's difference... so yeaps, i told her " thanks for tt sms, you're not forgotten... "

ok, im being random again... lols...

today i went bbdc the whole noon... rahhhs! went for two practise session & one lesson session... so sleepy during lesson session & den i was sleeping & eating sweets... lols! finally endured through those 3 long hrs plus there then... hees! one mre lesson and afew mre practise session to go before i can take the final theory exam! yippiesss! (:

headed hme & den was busy with maple.. haas! i noe im slow but i so wanna win my brother laas.. he's at level eight now and im at level 5 or issit 6? hehes! not v v v fun but jus wan to win him... bahahas! yeaps!

went down for dinner jus now & saw engseng... so he called me & tts when i saw him.. yeaps...

okays.. so now im home... jus bathed & am looking forward to tmr cos there's work! hehes! so yeaps.. tts all for today.. till den... bye bye & good nites! (:

2007-08-30T21:50:00.001+08:00

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.

how true is this statement isnt it? =)

think about it...

one special someone ever told me that i shouldnt be so affected on how every single individual thinks of me... to think back, i tink it's so pretty true... i cant please every single soul in this world... cos it's not within my limits.. neither is it within anyone's limit to please each & every single person living...

cos, if you're so nice, ppl mite say you're so fake.. let alone if you're not so nice, ppl still will say you... so, just be happy & get on with life... (:

something im a little sad though.. thinking how 0613 will part so soon in half yr's time... ahhhs!!! i will miss 0613 laaaaaaaaas! huihui, yafen, hani, minghui, junqing, derwin, weilun, zhi fan, shaun, steven, pei jing, leon, king guan, teck keong, huu phong, zi yi, yong lin... actually still got kenny, firdaus, vicky... even though they parted with us before yr 3, i still do consider them as my classmates laas... cos we still do take some modules tgt in the same class... esp kenny whom dun fail to join us for lunch & self studies during exam period...

ok, there're like so many guys in my class.. LOLS! like oni four gals ehhs... but hey, we're all so united when it comes to exams... we'll do the self study tgt... of cos there're like some who dun ask others out tgt to study... but most of us study tgt... even before going in to the exam hall, everyone encourage each other " hey jia you! " nobody wish to see anyone being left behind... this class is one class tt helps each other up... you'll never find a time when you're so lonely tt no one wans to help you when you need someone to...

that's my great 0613 class! it's realli such a joy to noe them... i am sure, ten yrs down the road when we see each other on the street, we'll still remember each other & those time we spent mugging like crazy together...

i noe im random... but they're facts laas.. hehes! okies... time to sleep.. good nites.. (:

2007-08-29T19:07:00.000+08:00

hmmms!!! i must announce man! exams are offically over! im super happie! good bye exams papers!

ahhs! you dunno how i mugged & mugged everyday... ok! mabbe not every single day.. but most of the days during these nine days... shuuuppperrrr tedious & tiring... so tired tt i dun have enuff sleeps den den, my pimples are out! rahhhs! like soooo long since i've got pimples on my precious face! haas!

but, no worries! i'll catch up with all my sleeps now! hehes! cos it's officially holidays! cheers! ohh ohh! but i got smth impt to do during this hols! i mus pass my final theory test! i haven go to bbdc like donkey years oredi! lols! so im still stuck at my basic theory oni which i've manage to pass like since dunno when... omgness! hehes! & so soon im gonna drive & get my liscience! yays!

so yups... today's paper was not easy.. cos we're all tricked by our " favourite " tcher.. ewww! he's super mean! his tips were all wrong! so many ppl swear & curse him when they see the paper when we're in the exam hall... everyone's so mad with him! hahas!

after papers, i had a greaaaaaaat time... okays... this part is hard to explain... cos you wun understand how happie i was unless you're me... so tts all for now.. hehes! i wanna watch teevee oredi! BYE BYE! (:

2007-08-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

like soo long since i last posted.. had been so busy with studies! oh my goodness! you wouldnt know how much time i spent studying... it went to the extreme...

every alternate days i've got my papers... this is crazy! esp for today's paper... i'll never forget how i get worry over this dumb paper & how i mugged real hard for this paper! in the end, everything's so worth it... really... today's paper was not exactly a brisk for me.. but i somehow managed to handle it.. hehes! phewwww! (:

got to really thank God for granting me the wisdom... thanks my classmates who taught me... & of cos, you who motivates me to study.. you guys noe who you are laas.. hehes! yays! cheers! (:

so, im now down with one last paper!! believe me i'll make it through too! i'll endure! rahhhhhs! hehes! im super tired oredi seriously... mugged too much... this is whose fault? mine laas.. cos normally i slacked like crazy! hehes!

i've done my best! & i believe God sees them too... btw, someone mentioned this to me when i nearly went into depression bcos of today's paper.. hahas! tt someone told me in sms " when you do ur best, God will do the rest! " it's encouraging how someone remembers what God tells you just bcos you share before... it's encouraging how someone encourage you with the same exact words when you feel so depressed...

i feel so happie! hehes! & hey, life is still good for me jus bcos i've got 0613, my colleagues, my friends & of cos, my onion cutie! (:

not to forget, God too! He's still ever faithful i'm sure... (:

i love my past, my present & my future... tt's never changing... (:

sherlene & karen, we'll meet soon alright! wait for me for awhile mre.. three down left one! heehees!

2007-08-20T18:25:00.000+08:00

actually, i got like so many things to blog with regards to sat & sun.. bcos im out working & i see many things ard... but when im hme, im like so super tired that i make everything so sweet & short.. hahas!

like ytd, i didnt blog telling tt when i went back to work after lunch, there's this cute little boy who is oni 4 years old playing with me... haas! we were like playing hide & seek... & den i got him to sing me a song - twinkle twinkle little star, & den we were chatting... i tried to befriend him & he agrees with it.. hehes! btw, he's a mixed chinese-indian name benjamin... yeahs! =)

there was this instance when he gets somehow "lost" bcos he was so busy looking at dunno what tt when his parents went a little further inside to look for business wear, he was like " where is mummy? " & den i brought him to find them... den he asked his dad " are you hiding away from me? " lols!

den i went to serve one customer & he was gone with his parents.. ahhhs! sad... no one to kill time with me.. hehes! but but! jus before 6, there's yet another two cutie kids... & i talked to one girl name charmaine... hehes!

i think im owaes good with kids... opps! hahas! =P

wad mre? errrrrrr... ohh ohh... there are two customer who is uber ultra troublesome.. they got my colleagues to open five shirts & they bought none! then they got me to open two from my counter & one from another counter & they bought none too! rahhhhhs! hey hey hey! making a fool arhs? lols! hehes! but of cos we didnt scold them laas... customer's are owaes rite isnt it? so we still got to politely with a smiley face saying " it's ok " when they say " sorry but i don't think i like these shirts "... rahhhhhs! hahahs!

okies... back to today... pretty alright... & im half way with my maths revision & tmr is maths exams! ohh noo!! hehes! but i noe i will be able to bypass it laas... =) so, pray for me ok.. hehes!

i have a wonderful day today... =) gotta end here... hehs!

2007-08-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

work was really tiring today bcos of something which i shan't mention here... but it was tiring laas... however, i served quite a handful of customers today... i just feel glad somehow to serve them... but when they dun buy after i opened sooo many clothes for them to try, i will be little sad though... haas!

again, got to noe new frens... so yeaps, quite happie...

after work, went to meet siao shuhui! she's one mad girl whom i didnt meet for quite long oredi... rahhhs! luffed like crazy laas... we went to cine's foodcourt for dinner... was alright laas... den we were chatting & chatting... afterwhich, we went to heeren cos i wanted to go minitoons to buy sweets! but but, sadly, it's not there anymore... =(

so we headed to taka cos she claims that there will sell! but in the end dun haf!!! sad!!! =( so we went to sit down & took some pictures cos she wans to show some of our sec sch frens... lols! she's so funny laas... den we wenta buy donuts.. bcos recently i have the craving for donuts... & somehow, we happened to walk pass one shop selling donuts... yucks! not nice one! =(

afterwhich we went off back hme... took train back to jurong & we were chatting & luffing so much.. haas! oh ya, on the way to hereen, somehow we saw one guy running after another guy.. so this crazy girl asked one aunty whom we dunno at all " excuse me, what happened huhs? " & tt aunty entertained her by saying " i oso dunno... " lols!

really a goood catch up with her man! we haven meet for like ages... =) it jus feels good to meet up with sec sch frens someone... nxt up is sherlene & karen... when when? hehes!

i didn't forget... today is yeh's birthday... so, happy birthday to you... that's if you see this... =)

2007-08-18T20:42:00.001+08:00

i noe some new friends today from my work place.. lols!

ok... i went work early in the morning... luckily it wasnt raining like ytd morning... hehes... met aunty alice & we walked to the place tgt... as usual, went to the security check room to put our things & rent a locker etc... den we went to the staff lounge for a drink...

meeting by frankie tis morning was short simple sweet... peter was as usual the noisy uncle! he's super noisy yet super clown! hahas! afterwhich, went back to my counter before the mall open... seriously, i find nth lousy to be a promoter... lols! it's not any low rank job... i say this is bcos, when we go for lunch, the aunties will ask me take off the batch bcos it is one job tt is like so " low rank " thingi... look at it in this way, without promoters, will a shopping mall works? no one is too important laas... no one is so least important too... everyone plays a part to make the whole thing runs well...

jus like a printing machine, it wont work without connecting to the power supply... the machine wun work if the buttons are spoilt... the machine will be of no use if there's no paper... the machine cant print if there's no ink... so in conclusion, everything is needed for the machine to be efficient isnt it? so promoters, be proud of yourself! =)

im just a part time worker there... definately not bcos of money but bcos of experience... i experience things which i guess if you never start working, you will never get to experience... like colleagues between colleagues feeling, the fear of losing commission, etc... basically, the working life... when you step into society to work, it is really so different with when you study in school... a good cert determines your future... a manager owaes has their says.. a servant is fated to listen & follow instructions...

anyway, i didnt regret working laas.. though it is super tiring... but good experience.. ppl pay to gain experience... i gain experience yet i am pay... good deal! hehes!

last but not least, one kind sweet person is willing to queue up for the donuts for me! how sweet right?! thank you lehs! mmmmmmmuacks! hehes! you noe who you are... =)

2007-08-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

Donuts, $10 for a box of 12 glazed donuts, $11 for a box of 12 in assorted flavours, from The Donut Factory, B1-61, Raffles City, tel: 6337-6268. Opening hours: 12.30pm to 10pm daily.

i jus went internet to search for the details.. how i wish they open at like 7am in the morning oredi.. so i will be there to buy... bcos ppl are lazy! they wun bother to wake up so early just for the donuts.. even if they do, oni a little handful of ppl will do it.. hahas! but i wun mind waking up soo super early jus for tt donuts bcos they are yummilicious! lols!

oh my goodness! i've mentioned like thousand of times with regards to this stupidly nice donuts which needs to queue for hours i suppose?!?! i want to go queue pls?! but i dun have the time to do it... i tink im into the flavours of : peanut dark chocolate,hazelnut milk chocolate, spicy cheese, strawberry white chocolate, double chocolate, & especially that white strawberry heart!!!

whalau! why the business so good?! if not i would be able to go buy & goes off.. sad laas... hahas! but then to think back, nice den got ppl queue ma.. not nice where got ppl queue... haas! but but, i want to eat them up bcos they sound & looks so nice!! & it's not expensive...

i read so many ppl's blog talking abt tt stupid donut & now im craving for it like even mre... rahhhhhs!!! hehes! nvm! i will get it one day ok! wait for me donuts! lols!

btw, i ate before & they really taste nicer & fresher.. somehow, if you eat donuts often, u will be able to tell the difference.. they are jus plain nice! hmmmmmm! =)

2007-08-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

i just had kinder bueno & it's like soooo sweet laas... eeeeeee... now i feel so disgusted by the taste...

hehs! i didnt eat too much today i hope.. but i had three meals... all was yummy though... hahas!

alright... im off to watch 7pm show.. it's gonna end soon... ahhhs!

oh ya, it's wy's birthday today... so, happi birthday! =)

2007-08-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

i just bathed & realise the pain or rather the little sore on my left index finger... haahaas! its weird how i dun feel it ytd... & i totally forget abt what happened until jus now when i feel the pain... lols!

it is nothing serious just that i accidentally pricked my finger while i was working ytd... cos i was rearranging the shirts that were to be keep back by the supplier last night... n somehow, i was arranging the shirts neatly into their bins & i didnt notice one pin-like-needle sticking out & it pricked into my index finger which bleed a little immediately... i nearly shouted " ouch! " but bcos there're ppl nearby, i didnt.. haas! so now it's like blue-black feeling when you give a little press on it... lols!

actually i pricked myself twice but the other one dunno at where... it's oso my left hand though.. haas! im so careless! rahhhhs! =)

okies.. it's gonna seven now... lemme sum up for today... again, i had a good day! hees! hope whoever reading this post have got a great day too! cheers! =)

gonna be alone at hme later cos parents going for dinner & the other two went out... ahhhs! but it's ok! hehes... cos i noe im not alone with my lappy! yays! =) k... tts all... =)

2007-08-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

went to work today & it was pretty alright.. kinda bored though... bcos today is weekday... & de mall is like so little peeps.. lols... so i was like kinda bored... & so what i did? i spend time studying my maths... but when there's customers, i served them... =) im efficient! haas!

after work, went dinner with mevis... good catch up with her... she didnt change much.. still tt bubbly... yeahs! =)

dined at yoshi at taka... pretty full... hehs! headed hme after tt... im happi! i worked for three days oredi! yays! & soon, i'll get pay.. like double yayness! lols! ok.. im mad.. hehes!

alright.. so tts all for today.. i wanna go slp soon.. tired... =)

2007-08-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

i went to school today & i practically slack there the whole day... hehes!

jq, zf, l, shen, tk, k, mh, wl were all there... lols... they had some stupid bet thingy saying tt the last person who rched sch has got to treat everyone nuggets... they're so dumbo! hahas! & so, in the end, they dunno who is late jus bcos some were in canteen while some were in class waiting... stuuuuuuupid friends! hahaas!

okies, so i went to print soooo many notes today... waste time man.. but it's good for exams.. went library to find the materials den went to print it at blk s... de aunty i like tortoise... super slow.. so after printing, she wanted to sort it out for me but i rejected her help since she's like so slow.. haas! ok, i sound so mean.. hehes...

by then oredi noon & i decided to go hme... left with shen, k , tk... shen asked us to go buy colour pencil & eat them up before exams come... oso to get two wings, one before exam & one after exam... to eat them all up so we will pass with flying colours... he's so lame laas! lols!

so today, i kind of like wasted a trip down to sch.. but all worth it.. bcos i had my strawberry milk tea... bahahas!

trained hme & mevis was smsing me... den i happened to meet aunty yue qing.. she's so nice... i guess, sumtimes, sincerity is the best despite little action... if you're nt sincere, den forget about everything... =)

ok, i wanna go off now.. it's gonna 7 so soon! yays! (:

2007-08-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

i thought this is funny... lols...

Sam: Would you punish me for some thing i didn't do?
Teacher: no, of course not.
Sam: good, because i didn't do my homework.

2007-08-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

i had such a nice day today... really!!! hehehes!

but im just plain too lazy to blog everything out... it was a simple day yet i am so happie! i guess sometimes it is the person whom you are with tt matters ur day...

just like when im in sch, i can be plain happi just bcos 0613 is there with me! hees!

so in conclusion, i wish to say tt today is a great day! =)

what about you?

blisters are getting smaller today... so happie! work again on wednesday! i get a little scared of standing for hours.. hahas! but noe what, i will endure through... soon i will get use to it.. jiayou to myself! hehes!

alriteys.. stopping here.. good nights!

smileys! (:

2007-08-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

didnt blog ytd cos way tooooooooo tired.. hehes!

started work oredi... yeaps! good experience i shld say.. but damn tiring... hahas! blisters due to high heel shoes... ouch! tts the only bad part for this two days of working.. hehes! other than ppl, the ppl there are all nice & friendly...

if i have to rate, i will gif it a 6 out of 10 marks... not tt it is not nice, but just that, i advise you tt if you're studying, study hard... cos, working life is not nice feeling... it is very tiring if you dunno.. teaching tuition is like studying... not tough at all... but, when you step into the society to work, it's different.. you see so much more things than you ever thought... experiences laas i shld say... yupyups!

i deducted the 4 points is plainly bcos, my feet got blister due to long hrs of wearing the high heels ard... you got to stand for 7 hrs long without being able to sms, or use the phone... there is only one break which last you from morning till evening... see... three points oredi... tt makes it 9 marks if...

you are allowed to sit down & rest when you're tired due to long hrs of standing...
have an hr brk for lunch... but oso 5 mins break every two hrs bcos standing too long is tiring.. hahas!
as long as there is no customer, you're allowed to sms or make some quick calls.. but when customers come, you got to stop IMMEDIATELY...

im so crap! those i jus mentioned are like so impossible laas except for the 5 mins break every 2 hr... if not it's like so not up to standard like tt... hahaas! so, in conclusion, 6 out of 10 points is very good oredi... hehes! but im sure when time passes, it will bcum 7 points.. cos my leg will be so use to it & will not be pain anymre.. hehes!

those who think that " haiya, her this job wun last one cos she places her priorities ( or watever thing you name it ) wrongly... " so lemme tell you now... you better shut up... bcos... firstly, it has got nth to do with you... secondly, i assure you now tt, yaa... i DUN intend to make sure this job last... bcos, i will have my own attachment when time comes... and... my life is not abt working rite now... i put study before working bcos students priority is studying..

anyway, i didnt work for the pay but for experience... bcos my parents still give me money every month... yeaps.. hehes!

okie.. i wan to sleep lers.. super exhausted... hees...

2007-08-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

hello! super good day! =)

morning mum brought me to buy my blouse for tmr's work... im starting work tmr! yays! (: so happie! alicia, thank you for introducing me to tt guy - alan alrite! (:

exams are coming soon! ohh noo! kinda worrying for one module though... i must make it through! hmmms... =)

yeaps... it's currently 9.18...

oh ya, one mre thing i need to get it soon.. which is... watch! i cant possible keep looking at my hp for time when im working isnt it.. haas! watch watch watch! i wan to get those super cheap one.. which cost oni $10... metal de.. it is nice ok.. though it's like so cheap! hees... the last one i bought was from causeway point..& de one i love so much didnt have anymore when i wanted to buy the second time.. so sad rite...

but nvm! i will search through the whole singapore.. hahas! nahs.. actually, i search through many place oredi.. jus dun have it... nvm nvm... i believe i will find one nice nice one soon.. bcos i really need one watch... haas!

& &, i hate watches like baby-g... though i chao love them when i was young then... it's super expensive... but... now zhang da le wear liaos like kids like tt.. haas.. so, still prefer metal one... nice nice! =)

alrite... tts all bahs.. i think watever i need to buy i oredi bought till 7788 le... bag i have le... yeaps! no mre! (:

i miss _____________

up to you to fill them up... =) when im happy, i will tell you... hahas!

till then... bye bye! (:

2007-08-09T10:19:00.001+08:00

i need black shoes, black blouse, average bag...

note : it is need.. not want...

gonna go get it soon... (:

hello singapore, happie birthday... me is love singapore loads... =)

2007-08-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

simply boring like shit for the whole noon... i hate it when school ends so early...

angrified!

edited : but... im happie now... it's gonna 7 soon... =)

2007-08-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy! why? cos i'm employed! hahas! yippiedoos! (:

gonna start work so very soon... cuming saturday... yayness! like if you wanna noe where im working, ask me, i mite tell you... hees...

ytd called alan & he told me he'll call me today... today i waited & waited thinking might not have chance cos alicia told me she called him on mon & he told her tt he is not intending to hire part timers anymore... so after papers, i called him to confirm agn & he told me i can start work this sat... yays! (:

so today, comm skills paper was easy... phew! (: but i saw some moody face when exams are over... they didnt study... tts why... but no worries friends... all of you will surely pass... =)

okies... so today, i am pretty bored... no one is hme now... awww! someone save me from boredom plsssssssssssss... =)

off i go to watch new shows... bye bye! (:

2007-08-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

SWEET! =)

tmr there's exam! how how how? gonna pass with "B" or "A" for this module... bcos... it's comm skills! it's not my core module... so somehow, it's so much easier...

happie! hype!

i so haven study finish laas! haas!

all the best!

i love zero six one three much much! (:

2007-08-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

mosquitoessssss!!!!!! sha si ni sha si ni!!!

you, who is good to me, i remember it for life...

you, who is bad to me, go get a life!

so who are you? =)

you! yes you! definately fall on the good side...

=)

bye bye! (:

2007-08-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

wha lau! super lousy ending man!!!!!!!!! im chao bu shuang... tt cutie pie died in the end... damn it!

lols!!!!!

okie... time to sleep... so tired ehhs! yawns! (:

good nites!

2007-08-05T18:33:00.001+08:00

HELLO world!

i've still not yet finish tian tang lai de hai zi... i cried jus now lehs.. wha lau! though i repeat it again n again, i still wanna repeat it again... hahas! it is jus so super touching!

i received one super touching sms today...

what is the date today huh? why it seems so touching for the entire day? LOLS!

okies, you who is suppose to check ur schedule then get back to me, pls do so...

YAYS!

smileys! hehes!

much misses! (:

2007-08-05T09:50:00.000+08:00

i jus woke up... but shucks man! i am feeling soooooo hungry.... =((( i had a longggg longgggg hrs of sleep... 12 hrs to be exact... tts enough to recharge my lost energy during weekdays... yehs!

i so dun wanna slp oredi... hehes...

bye bye! (:

2007-08-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

ahhhhs! watch "tian tang lai de hai zi"! must watch must watch! sooooo super touching man...

that little boy's acting skills is so so good that you can really cry seeing him cry... my goodness!

nxt sat im going out! yehs! (:

2007-08-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

yayness! i am home! today's friday... and im supposed to like reach home only at 10 plus near 11... but today, im hme at 10 sharp... great isnt it? cos we're dismiss at 8 plus near 9... & den i trained hme with the guys & girls from my class...

today's a crazy day! everyone's crazy laughing & laughing as though there's no tomorrow... first time ever my class' so hype! haas...

i went to sch early in the morning for lecture... sad... less than 20 ppl went for tt lecture... lols! but the lecturer's like imuned to it bcos of his long experience in poly.. so he continued tching despite the less amt of students... i feel sad for him.. seriously...

maths lecture was way better.. but ppl stroll in one by one without caring much abt the lecturer... she too imuned to this kind of scene... so she continued to tch us... again, i copied so much notes today... de words on the screen which was projected out for us to copy was crazy! the " 3 " was like " s "... de " 4 " was like big letter " a " ...

tts omg! testing of our eyesight... so my frens decided not to copy & photocopy from me bcos they noe i will never not copy... alicia didnt come for maths lecture so when she borrows the paper from me to photocopy, abt 9 ppl from my class ask her to help them photocopy too.. see, i told you they're lazy.. lols.. =x

lunch was alrite.. nth much happened.. maths again after lunch.. copied like a whole lots of notes again... one qns one piece of foolscape paper using two sides.. what's tt man... sooo long laas... after tt was indec lab test which was hard but i passed.. phew!!! some got zero mark... some failed... i mus work hard bcos i dun wan to repeat modules! =)

dinner.. we went north which was like super far... but we went as a class.. so still ok.. hees.. nite lesson was way fun! lols! steven's so mad the whole nite telling us he wans to start a religion where he wans recruit ppl to worship him bcos he is god... everyone's laughing at him when we hear him repeating " wo shi shen hor "...

aniwae, for the whole nite, our class' so noisy... the tcher didnt scold though... lols... he dismissed us pretty early today... hees... yeaps...

so tts all for today... =) it's good to be in 0613... really... =)

2007-08-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

basically, there are one kind of people whom i dislike alot...and who is tt one kind of people?

they are those people who owaes think that they noe me so well from the inside out...

im sorrie but none of you noe me so well from the inside you...

no such thing as knowing-someone-so-well-due-to-divine-power or smth like tt... for that, i ask you, go get a life...

just a thought... =)

2007-08-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday was such a rubbish day... lols... you noe " de javu " ? people say " girls' sixth sense... " but sorry, if you're not someone so special in my heart, you cant spoil my entire day...

i woke up & saw one msg that got me really fuming... & bla bla bla, this & tt... den... ring ring... den case closed... omg! i sound like saying some crime act thingy - case close.. haas! crap!

ok.. back to today... trained to school with my friend... happened to meet at mrt station.. rched sch, had maths lecture which was like * smiles *... busy copying the notes on the scene... i realise smth, my classmates, most, love to sit back & relax during lectures.. or come late for lectures so they did not copy anything... esp maths lecture... not wanting to copy anithing...

but when exams come, my notes seem to circulate somehow... being printed & issued ard... copyrighted please? pay me for my neat notes.. lols! jus kidding... anyway, so far, all of classmates do help me when im lost in my work too.. so im pretty fine with them having the notes i copied...

ppl say jc students are kia-su ppl... they dun let ppl copy their notes... i thought for a moment.. if you're clever means you are clever... if you are hardworking means you are... even if we have the same notes, our results might not be the same... you might do better than me jus bcos u're mre hardworking.. i might not do well jus bcos i din study... isnt it? so to me, it's really nth to circulate notes ard... but if you're one selfish person whu dun help ppl in their work owaes, no one will wan to lend you their notes laas.. fair & square... like a computer screen.. haas! (:

aniwae, for tme maths lecture, my class is in deep trouble... cos my class din present answers today.. that makes us gonna present six stupid qns tmr.. so mani laas! alot of ppl is thinking of not going.. haas! but im going... call me lohs, i dunno how to do.. hahaha! there's this lecturer from last semester who likes me as a student so much... tt lecturer will owaes praise my group as in " elaine's group " on how well our project is... so everyone in my lecture noes my name & alicia's name! & in the end i scored like so well so well for tt module.. & my frens were like @#$%^&^%$#@!... they dislike tt tcher.. bcos tt tcher is too engross in helping my group.. haas! im jus a guai student in school laas... bu yao lian... haas!

during lunch today, alicia, teck keong, zhifan & myself went to amk for lunch... we had pizza! YUM ! each person abt $12.50... initially, mre of my classmates were going.. bcos our complementary modules finished last week.. we're lucky to get no-exam-complementary for this semester.. so those in my class whose module haf got exam, they haf it either this wk or nxt wk... which means we got no lesson today... which oso means it will be a three hrs break.. so instead of rotting in sch, we decided to go out for lunch... hees..

back to sch for microprocessor tutorial in computer lab... tt kind tcher who's helping me alot saw me and his first question was " xiao mei! how's ur lab test last fri ? " so i told him i noe how to do the first question which is 70%... & he's happie.. he keep encouraging me for this module... den alicia told him she handed in blank paper... he did not scold her lohs... & encourage her not to give up & stuffs... i see how much effort he put in to help all his students.. not oni us... & the most impt thing is tt, he's jus a part time lecturer in my sch... how nice to have a tcher who really go all way out to help you for ur studies... =)

after his lesson, went for lecture.. den to elq com lab for quiz again... den headed hme... trained hme n bused hme after tt...

rched hme.. msned awhile & &... i dropped my laptop jus now! omg! it's like arghhhhs! haas! i swear im working soon! & when i earn enough, i wan to change a laptop & throw this awy... the sight of this laptop makes me not happy ehhs.. lols... i wan to buy another laptop.. tts a promise!!!

all in all, it was a pretty alrite day... & again, it's gonna wkend soon.. k... it's seven.. i wanna go watch my teevee.. bye bye! (:

2007-08-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

hahas.. these couple of days, im so into one rabbit game... all thanks to ms alicia lee... she introduced tis game to me & den wans ppl to challenge her bcos her score's like @#$%^&*()... haas!

but i realise this game is so dumb.. cos i cant win her... haas... i introduced this game to three frens when they saw me playing... & they too are trying to beat tt record... we're all dumb people playing that dumbo rabbit... lols! if you're interested to noe the game, lemme noe.. i wun hesitate to tell you.. so u can help me beat tt ms alicia lee.. oppsie! haas! but hey alicia, i wun gif up arhs.. hehes!

ok.. back to sch.. i went to sch in the morning for lecture.. which was a total waste of time... i guess bcos exams are coming so tchers in polys finishes their tching materials and are now giving us revisions... thus my tcher did some revising with us & let us off... i was doing my tutorial though... cos i need to hand them up on fri... not guai.. but rather bo pian... haas.. =)

lunch time, ps angeli smsed me asking me if she can cum to my hse tmr... i rejected so she went to tell ps emily... & den ps emily called me... "where's your on fire heart for God? " i was being asked... i thought for a moment... it didnt go missing.. but temporary i jus feel like taking a break... God is still good... tt i dun deny... but if a break will do me good, why not?

had eda tool lab test... the test consist of like two circuits that we got to use the computer to draw & den calculate some stuffs... plus 15 mcqs... everyone dun have enough time laas... two circuits took me like 1 hr 30 mins... the test's oni 1 hr 40 mins... how do i have the time to finish the mcqs? lols... so, anyhow choose laas... everyone's like so desperate to check the ans from the book... which we all cant find bcos the book is so thick.. & everyone's ques in different.. haas! poly tchers are smart with master degree! =)

but but, despite tt, i noe i'll pass! whees! =) bcos i noe how to draw the circuit & tt cost me like 70 marks! haas... mcq i noe some.. so still alrite laas.. in the end, those qns i haven complate, i anyhow a,b,c,d.. lols! =P

i went hme after tt last lesson of the day... rched hme like 4 plus & was in msn awhile before playing the rabbit game.. haas! now it's gonna seven... time pass so fast laas...

2007-07-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

im home! =) back from school.. rahhhs! hees...

pretty good day i shld say... went to sch early in the morning with z... helped her with the microprocessor soldering thingi which im totally lousy in it.. but she's even mre worst than me.. =x afterwhich we studied for tmr's lab test...

lunched at south... pretty good day i shld say... trained back & i was like pretty tired... im so so restless recently... wonder if it's bcos i did like nth much in a day as school's too relax.. haas! but time passes so fast laas! hees... good!

alrite... i wanna go have my dinner.. cyahs!

thinking if i shld put a chatbox up... hmmmms...

2007-07-31T07:54:00.000+08:00

im back to blogger.com... friends has been asking me where's my blog.. haas.. so yeaps, here it is all my loyal supporters... =) i've deleted all my previous post though... it's a new new start despite my templates being the same.. hehs! im jus too lazy to change a new template bcos it takes up time! =)

anyway, recently i have been pretty alrite... mabbe i shall jus name some highlights of the previous weeks... hmmms... lemme see...

firstly, i am currently not churching anymore... but that doesnt means that my heart has got no god ( sorry but this template dun allow caps )anymore.. i still love god.. and if u dunno, i still love god so much so much... but jus for the time being, i need to take a break from everything... it might take me two mre mths, or mabbe half a yr, or even a yr... but it doesnt matter... bcos, i noe eventually, i will return back to one church and start everything all over again...

to people like aunty sally, sis jooli, sis deborah, sis zann, bro terence... thank you so much for everything... aunty sally, seriously im so surprised when you called me on sunday.. sis zann & bro terence, thanks for the lunch at jp and all the encouragements... i appreciate.. really...

to those who doesnt even believe me even when im so sick previously & was so keen to come down to check on me, i guess there's nth much to talk abt... really hypocrite... bcos on one hand, you can actually sms me asking me how i am.. on the other hand, you doubt me... go get a life! =)

i ever receive one sms saying " God, i dun nid alot of friends as long as those whom i have now stays true forever... " tts so true...

secondly, sch has been really great! everything about school's so so good... my classmates make school nice... i've never been in a class where there's no own-gang-thing... unlike pri sch or sec sch... i think this class is really so special to me... will realli miss the whole class nxt yr... bcos we'll be separated then.. sad! but nvm, we still got half a yr mre to study tgt.. & a lifetime long to be friends... so good... =)

thirdly, every sat & sun, i stay at hme.. except last sat, zann & terence with baby silas & myself went to jurong point for lunch.. pretty good catching up with them... afterwhich we walked ard... other than tt, i've been at hme during wkends watching vcds! i used to not watch vcd until recently i think im so crazy abt them.. hees!

forthly, im so happy recently... a joy that i've never had before since five years ago till now... i dunno why.. but whatever the reason is, it's alright... it's good to be ever so happie isnt it.. life seems mre meaningful somehow...

fifthly, what mre? haas! ok.. i tink i noe what... hmmms... anytime i wanna start work i have a work... in town area... $5/hr... im thinking, i dun nid extra cash bcos now tt i dun church, i dun haf to cab... & so, i save quite alot of money... budden to think back, i dun nid tt money.. but i can waste time there working.. haas... so why not? still thinking abt it... =)

yeaps... there're still mani tings laas.. but im so lazy to type like everything out... hees... so tts all tt has happened recently... contented... very... =)